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Send me “I miss you” to know what my muse will say after 1 year, 5 years, then to 10 years after your muse’s death.

“Hero, they say, you are a hero… but little do they know how you died, Naruto.  Could I forgive you… would I ever… forget… you?  They call you a hero… I remember your smile as you fell on your knees, I remember your pale lips move as your head fell to my chest…

                                   ‘Let’s meet somewhere again, Sasuke.’

               They call you a hero but how could I forgive you?  Now, I am without my light, Naruto.

                                                                    Why… did you die… why did you potect me?”

~~~~~

“It has been 5 years, now.  Kakashi, Sakura and I.  We are here, we are here… The Team 7 is not the same without you.  We still smile when we remember you, we still tell stories to each other; of our story, Naruto, our story as a family.  But I know… deep down… Sakura cries, silent tears, sadness and the ubearable pain of losing you, when she gazes at the stars from her bedroom’s window, Kakashi is, he is… sad… he is sad; something so bitter; something so painful is keeping him away from us…

                        And me…  as I thought… I can’t f-forgive you;

                           I can’t f-forget you, the smile on your lips mocked the blood in my hands;

                                                  Look what you made us go through… are you happy…

                                                                                                  Tell me… can you see me…

                                                                                           Tell me… are you happy there…”

~~~~~

“I want to see you again;

         I want to laugh with you again;

I want you to… be… here; by my side… again.  I lost everything once; I am… I am losing… losing… again…everyday… everyday!  You… I called my brother… You I called my best friend… You I called my enemy…

              You were everything… I had…  I am sad… I am so sad…

                                        Can I see you… soon… 

                                         Can I die today…

                                 Please… take me to your side;

                                       Let me see you… again…

                                     I want to close my eyes

                                                      …

                                                      ….

                                                      ….”